I still haven’t found my mojo. Not finding my mojo results in not doing anything> I don’t have a purpose or a sense in this world. A lot is happening in the world. People are ‘seeing’ how the system works and how it controlled our way of living, that hold us back to strive. My story is more of one of individual matter. Even if the world is getting to it’s ‘end’. I have an individual life to obtain.
The story is that when I feel like ME isn’t right, I tend to lay back. That laying back never serves the good purpose. That purpose is me feeling good about myself. You know, I feel good about myself when I do stuff. Starting makes it difficult, because you need to start. I start when my life is depending on it- simple is cooking. I need to feed myself, right. You see, I have great and awesome ideas, but execution seems not to work with me.
These ideas are floating around in my head, my heart is longing for it, and my body seems not to be ready to stand up and work. Do I have something against working or is it my believes system or my lack of understanding that with luck comes also responsibility to work and gives it your best.
yes, must of the time we know what we need to do and where we lack certain motivation: get bored, and don’t want to do anything, but everything needs to be handed to us like spoiled bratz, and still we feel we or I want to do something worthy with my life.